Black and blue

 Marin's sister, Rika~

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 LOLZ IM NEVER GNA CUT MY HAIR

 PHWOARRRR

Hello all!
I'm back from drama camp!! Which was a blast whoohoo~ Shall blog about it later.
Anw, these are pictures from Marin's farewell.... Sigh. I miss her.
So Angelica, Nadia , Victoria C met Marin and Victoria L at her house to eat lunch hehe. We played marco polo then we had pizza by the poolside. Hahaha both Victorias are so disgusting but funny haahaha. After that Marin had to go last minute packing, and then me ange nad vic took pictures and just lazed around by the pool. :-)
Then we bused to my house to get jackets and our carebear for marin before busing to the airporttttt.
Thank god we got there early cus there were throngs of people there to see marin off, I swear! took poofball polaroids and pictures and videos hehe.
There were many tears for sure. It was sad to watch her walk away into the glass doors. Now I have one less jogging partner. BUT she'll come back to visit :D
Anyway, if you're reading this marin, ( doubt so haha) I MISS YOU & YOUR PRETTY DOE/SHINY EYES. <3<3<3

When you read something you shouldn't,

you heart freefalls past your ribcage, plummeting into the deep abyss that is your stomach.

blood drains from your lips like a wet towel wringed of water.

your toes feel as cold as the icy marble floor, colder than death itself.

A fire rages within you. A unextinguishable inferno.

Your fingers clamp against your arm, in a vain attempt to keep yourself from falling.

You press so hard that indigo bruises bloom on your porcelain skin.

You brace yourself for one last fake little smile, the edges of your lips stretching wide but not quite reaching your eyes.

Then you pick yourself up, heart pounding so resoundingly that you're almost sure they can hear it.

You stride out, dodging furniture, feeling their gaze pierving your spine.

You walk yourself out that door, rivulets of tears streaming down your cheeks.

and you never tell anyone what you saw. Never.